Of heights and school;
That’s why High School was such a problem.
I’m afraid of failing, the future, and failing the future.
Of small things and big things like worms and family.
Moving out in the house and exploring the world.
Afraid of being left out and alone, no friends, no family to call my own.
I’m afraid of everything.
This is an old poem that I wrote when I was suffering from depression. It’s just a little window to where I was at during the time. Even now though, I feel a lot of fear with the future and an incredible fear of failure. I’ve been dealing with it a little but I still sometimes find myself worrying to much.